arrrrnnnd .. finally.. .. ..

I had never expected to have such ending of my stupid, idiotic love story. This is not the first time I am facing something that has stuck me, that is always attached with the lamest excuse, giving me no room to have any further option.

I just hate it when people try to be a bit more relegious and sensitive about their spiritual beleifs, yet deny those facts in order to save themselves from the O-P-E-N comments of the society.

 I am literally in the state of shock. I am gonna be insane if this feeling continued. I am surely not in my senses. I am thinking of something I had never thought of. I just want to cry my heart out. I dont want to stop the tears that are blocked cuz of my so called ELDER-NESS. Even though I tried ma best to be cool, be more realistic, be more formal, but is this what i am gettin in the end.

They started good, but with a gentle NO, it is all scarced. Even I am hating my self.

-so

~ by jingoist on March 11, 2008.